Friday, 11 May 2007

all systems go

Having mulled it over I finally agreed to do it. I wanted to push myself out of my comfort zone. The operative word here is "push".

He was happy that I agreed. He then let me know the names involved in the shows prior and after his.

OMG... Who?! Seriously?

The day came for all of us to meet and conduct the fitting. He briefed us the necessary for his show.

“I want each of you to ooze with attitude so that people will hate you and roll their eyes when they see you walking down the runway.”

&)@!%$*) @^%*$(^"> *~*%*#!@

Errr. Why would I want people to hate me? I don't want people to hate me. They don't even know me...

Ok, ok, the theme is attitude. I get it.

Do I?

There they go walking up and down looking like the epitome of catwalking with attitude. Bugger. They look very confident. I wonder if they know what they are doing... Maybe they do.

Why does he have so much faith in me?

"Ok. Now Chocpot. Walk. No smiles please."

This is supposed to be me challenging myself by relying solely on my physical attributes and mainly for it to be fun. The only thing I was feeling was numbness all over.

This feels like me sending myself exploding out of my comfort zone...

20 comments:

gravtkills said...

so did watchin countless episodes of ANTM helped?

jumpingondbandwagon said...

hey chocho,
how was it. Bet it was good. Bet u rocked the runaway.

Anyways sorry for not making it to ur maiden cat walk attempt but somehow i reckon it wont be ur last. So hopefully ill catch u in action the next time.

Later girl

MBA said...

U look good CP. Which agency are u with again? U shud get the Uluwatu SexyBack thing that u wear. It looks good on u.

chocpot said...

gravt
me pacing up and down OU ensuring i walk in a straight line and me catwalking and posing at home helped :)

JODB
I DID IT!!!!!!!!!
i actually had fun :) it was nerve wreckin the days before because i was told that i tak cukup getik and in my head i was still thinking why on earth am i doin this, everybody is so young and model and pretty.. one girl told me she's in form 5.. errrk.. me grandma..
then i worked on my walk, when it improved i just tot F it la, lets just try have some fun..
in the final rehearsal they could see that i was less awkward and MUCH better than before. C, a model, tot it was good :)
someone asked which agency im attached to. HAHAHAA.. MBA said hello, she's a ****** by profession. the reaction i got was PRICELESS.
im glad that i braved it and went with it :)
to think that it all started with Bbg having faith in me...

MBA
thanks babes. the wonders of makeup :)

Anonymous said...

DEar CHOCOPOT pot!

am so proud of u, we already have TRL on ur catwalk video. hope that this weekeend with the help of some IT experts, we shall manage to put it in Youtube for public viewers (dont worry it will be restricted to only the privelege peeps).

u were beautiful and very the model, *hugs*

will put the pics in my friendster too once its downloaded.

pretty

Anonymous said...

gravtkills,

hows the jualan nasi lemak last weekend?

pretty

chocpot said...

pretty
aaaw thank u baby :)
*bigbearhugs*
p/s: i LOOOVE the teeshirt :)

Anonymous said...

chocopotchoco,

ur welcome darling....!

*kisses*

JOTBW tanya mana vidoeclips from the catwalk.

pretty

gravtkills said...

pretty,
sales sucks big time la

jumpingondbandwagon said...

wow Choco, kewllah u i bet u were so good till other peeps thought that u r a fulltime model and attached to an agency. Just tell them that u r with Janice Dickinson and tell them not to mess with you or Janice will come n screw all of them hehhahahha.

Guys who ever got any photos from the cat walk event please e-mail it to me .I really want to see me gorgeous choco in action.

Have the privellege of calling choco eralier today and she sounded so good and happy. Guess u managed to 'push' urself out from ur comfort zone afterall n for that congratulations and u deserve a pat on ur back.

Hope more catwalk are in the way. Can i get ur autograph please.

Anonymous said...

Everyone,

Skarang pandai2 la buat appointment 3 minggu awal kalau nak jumpa chocpot..supermodel nya schedule very the tight u know..! HAHA!!

Seriously chocs, like every1 else, I'm very proud of you. soo proud that i actually post comment on ur blog! now thats n achievement! ;-)

"round of applause for Ms Chocpot Turlington!" clap clap clap..k i tak tau banyak sgt models so i just bantai yg i tau je.. ;-P

gotnoblog

Anonymous said...

chocopot pot,

u hot stuff babe!!! (background song, im too sexy for my ...., lalalaal)

Gotnoblog,

we have new name for her "Ku Ror" ie like Tengku Azura!

JOTBW,
we shall try to dwnload this weekend as i dont know how to do it myself, oh well u know me!

Gravtkills,
how come??? need help ke, me and my frens can linger at ur stall and attract customers!

pretty

chocpot said...

JODB
aaaw thanks dear. me aso dont have the fotos. methinks u have to hassle MBF or shay in order to see them. hmm this is supposed to be a one off. aqeels godmom rawks eh? heh :)

gotnoblog
u commented!! it IS an achievement that u commented.. hehee. thanks for the kind words! ure proud of me yay!

pretty anon
cant wait for tom kan?

gravt
its all in the sambal u know... hehee

CHOON said...

ChocoTea,

I don't have to be there to smell your success... it's already here in the cyberspace!

Congrats gurl... Proud of you.. Will wait for the video.. Show me OK.

Like how Carideee is enjoying her sweet success after ANTM, I presume you're feeling more or less the same now. You deserve it. :)

Don't DIVA ok!

chocpot said...

thanks!
me so happy that caridee won :)
of coz not diva hallaao :p

Pretty Over said...

choco dear,

wats up for tomorrow???

choon..where were u man??? *sigh*
u are nowhere nowadays, not at gym, not at office???

gravtkills, not just the sambal la, sumtimes the timun as well...

Anonymous said...

I bet you were as GREAT as mama...ahahhaha....I have the GREATEST confidence you can do it dear .......Kak Tyra kalau nampak kita dua catwalk....bukan dia kata U all sesuai jadi THE NEXT World Top Model but U all lah...rupanya The world Top Model....and we only NEXT after u all....ahaks!

Whywhenitsnotme

jumpingondbandwagon said...

whywhenitsme (Panjang nor ler namer ko, can we make it simpler somehow WWINM)

Tul korang memng diva, but choco did not use ko nyer signature cat walk patah lah coz its so hard. Ko sorang jer boleh buat to the perfection.

Choco,

U r the rockest god mom anyone could ask for ahhhhhhhhhhh. N yup will try to get hold of the photos n videos from pretty or shay.

jumpingondbandwagon said...

Choco,

ive seen some of the catwalk photos. Girl u look fierce n fab. U looked so professional to the point that i take step back n think whether dats u in the photos heheheh.

All in all chocho u look amazingly hot in the photos and its a pity if dats going to be the first n the last time. Think about it ok.

Cant believe its u in the photos. U sure ur dad isn't a terrorist coz u surely da bomb. Hehehehe

chocpot said...

whywenitsmoi..
HAHAHAHAHAAAAAAA cant wait for u to be back dear :*

JODB..
wah so kind. thank u thank u :)
to u i may be da bomb but no my dad is no terrorist hahahaaaa :p