non comprende

There were some things I never understood about people and how people act. Currently there are also instances that I don't comprehend human behaviour. The list just keeps inflating.

I used to feel bad about this. Previously I needed to understand. My mantra then was I NEED TO UNDERSTAND. What I didn't have in mind was that although I genuinely want to understand and take for granted that I will be told the truth, it doesn't work that way.

Sometimes non-balls people just tell you something they pluck from the air thinking it would go down better with you. There you were, struggling, trying your level best to make sense of and idealise what was told.

Some time down the road you find out something that is totally and bizarrely opposite of what they told you.

And WHAT was all your effort to understand for? To fill in time with buckets of tears?

Some people are just too shrink-wrapped in their pathetic series of emotional hallucinations at the expense of innocent bystanders who were never in the picture to begin with.

Whatever lah people. Severe pain would just land you in my shit list until you honestly truly think you deserve to crawl out of there.

I am reminded that there will always be occasions I do not understand people, close or not close alike. Spice of life?

*sigh*